Ok! You all know me from my other story! Forever Together!
But I'm doing another Story now! Its about the Charaters Diaries. First of is Yue. (this is when she is 5)
Dear Diary,
I wonder what I should write in this, Mommy gave it to
me today. She said I should record my life in this and write about my feelings. She also says it will help my remember things, then she said it will help me remeber her. But I don't understand that. If she is right here with me, why do I need to remember her?
A really cute boy works in the tea shop. His name is Li, and I admit it, I've been going there more often because of him.
He seems like a loner though. He moved here with his uncle not long ago. So he hasn't been living in Ba Seng Se very long. He probably hasn't made many friends yet.
I bet he's shy. Maybe I should invite him out? We could eat some dinner and go see the Firelight Fountain! That'd be so nice. I'd bet he'd really enjoy that.
I'd really enjoy that! I'll just have to work up the nerve to talk to him. Maybe I'll corner him when his uncle is there...Yeah, then he'd have to say yes! Who ever said putting someone on the spot was mean? Mwahahaha!
I wonder what mom is making for dinner? I am so very hungry! I hope it's dumplings...Mmmm! Dumplings and Gingseng tea. Tea, that makes me think about Li again. I wonder how he got that scar?
It makes him look a little dangerous. I like it. I think I'll ask him out tomorrow. Wish me good luck Diary! Even though your not alive or anything.....Still, think good thoughts for me! I mean, of course I know you can't think because your- I'm just going to sign of here.
Hi folks. I'm doing Yue again. This is the day when she turned into the Moon Spirit.
Dear Diary,
Something bad is going to happen today. I don't know what.....But something really bad is going to happen. Like the day Mommy died. For some reason I've always thought her death had something to do with the moon. I guess that's strange...But if I rememeber correctly the moon did look different for awhile that night.....Maybe that's why Daddy gets very worried when I stay in the spirit oasis for long periods of time. No. I must be crazy. My mind has been pretty taxed lately. What with Sokka and Han. Ugh Han. And I haven't been able to sleep because of the dreams. The dreams of the moon. And the spirit world. What's happening to me? Am I simply going crazy or is something really going to happen today? Well I'd better get ready. I'm going to see Sokka. I know it's wrong, but I like him so much. He's so fun to be around and he always makes me feel better. He's a very good friend. And that's all he'll ever be. Just a friend. Why is life so difficult? You'd think because I'm a princess everything would be easy. But I think that makes things even harder. People would think I'm spoiled if they heard that but it's true. I can never show any fear to my people. I must always be strong for them. I must always protect them. Everything is for them. What about me?! I'm just one sixteen year old girl! I'm not some army of warriors. Has it ever occuried to anyone that maybe I'd like to do normal things? But no. I can't. Ugh! I have to stop thinking like this! I'm can't turn against my people. They are everything to me! I'm just to tired to think straight. I just need to put everything out of my mind. My people, the moon, Sokka even. Everything. But that thought about the moon keeps nagging at me. I feel like I need to protect it....But how could I protect the moon? I need to stop this!
I mean, it's not like the moon is going to die or something.
Then why am I so worried?
I hoped you liked it. Yue's diary entrys are always sad. This one especially since it's her last.
I've been reading for a while, and I love love love it.
You are such a talented author, Beaky, and I really look up to you.
I wasn't reading this when it first came to the boards, so now I had to click backwards all the way to 2010. T^T But it was worth it. As I watched the diary entries progress, I watched your skill progress, and that was perhaps the most thrilling thing of all...
I'm doing Smellerbee again. This still co-insides with my other story Blasting Jelly Blues.
Something has changed between me and Longshot. I don't know what but it's just.....Different somehow. It's not a bad change, it's just not something I'm used to. It's almost as if we have more of an awareness of each other. Or that the way we feel about each other has changed. I don't know if Longshot has noticed, though most likely he has, he's not one for missing anything. It's almost embarssing really. Lately I've felt a lot more self concious about myself in front of him. I've seen the way he's looked at a few girls when we've stopped at towns for food and other supplies and it makes me jealous I guess. It makes me wish sometimes that I looked like that. That I looked like a girl. Lot's of people mistake me for a boy and it really bothers me. And I know it shouldn't because I don't wear dresses anymore, and my hair is in the most awful shape, a short fuzzy kinda cut. But it still does. I guess what I mean is that I wish Longshot would look at me like that. And I don't know how I feel about that. How should I feel about that? Does that mean I have feelings for him as more than just a friend? Or is it just that I wish I looked more pretty? And that he would notice that? I don't know. It's times like this that I wish I was a boy and everything wouldn't be so complicated. Because even though I don't really look like a girl on the outside, I'm just as complicated and confused as a regular girl on the inside. Just because I don't act like a girl doesn't mean I don't feel like one.
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