So....how you guys doing? I'm good, just randomly writing my new sequel to my fanfic. And it's for my most popular one!!!!So all the character's are the same,I might add a few, don't get your hopes up, I'll announce when I need them, until then,don't make any for me. So...I'm just continuing off where I left off. And within this fanfic, it's based off the song ?Speak Now?,while the previous fanfic is still up, look for clues!! Wow, this topic is short. Okay, back on topic, any questions whatsoever about the sequel, ask away!!! Other than that, just discuss on this topic about the new fanfic I guess, I start again on the.....30th, I guess.
*The next day, Kendall's POV*
The next day..after the interview, was just too awkward. Nobody was talking to anybody, really. Sierra passed by everyone with a dirty look, even her own brother, who didn't even do anything. Finally, Logan had had enough, and just burst out.
Logan:Sierra, stop giving everyone a dirty look! You and Kendall need to work this out. You both are at fault here, nobody cares what happens between you both, but you both aren't making this situation any better. That was an important interview last night, Kendall, you ruined it all, Sierra, you didn't have to look so tense, you could've brushed it all off, Carlos and Crystal, you two didn't have to make those comments, James...well this time you didn't do anything. So all of you, get a hold of yourself!
After that, Sierra was just quiet and walked out. I followed her this time, for once at least.
Me:*Quietly*Look.....I'm sorry about last night, I didn't have to any of that. I acted immature and childish. I should've acted more grown up-
Sierra:*Quietly*Kendall, please stop. Let me just talk.
Me:Okay, go ahead.
Sierra:I'm sorry too, and um...last night, Crystal and I talked. About, you and me.
AWKWARD SILENCE. Yet again with Sierra! Why did she always keep me in suspense in everything, I'll never understand.
Me:About us...? A little more of a definition?
Sierra:I mean, your perfect Kendall. I want somebody perfect, like a fairytale. But-
Me:I know, were over and done with, aren't we? That's what you and Crystal discussed, right?
Sierra:Everybody knows your perfect, and James is the opposite. He's a risk-taker. And I took a risk by dating him.
Me:I know Sierra, I could've guessed you'd stay with-
Sierra:I don't care what everyone thinks of who I date. If I want to date you or James, that's my choice. And I pick you. It's my choice, Kendall.
Me:Are..are you serious?
She leaned up and kissed me on my cheek, while smirking at me.
Sierra:What does that tell you?
Me:Whoa, then what about you and James for last night?
Sierra:I don't want to talk about that Kendall.
Sierra:Kendall, I'm not answering that.
Me:Well, I can't really talk to you unless you tell me.
Sierra:Fine, I broke up with you for James, so what did you think I was going to do? Leave him?
Me:Of course you couldn't leave him. And you can't leave him right now, either, for me.
I knew what I was doing, I was breaking up with the girl of my dreams for her to stay with my friend.
Sierra:Kendall, it was hard enough last night to break up with James, why?
Me:I can't do this to my best friend. He has more things in common with you, he's your type. I'm really sorry, Sierra.
Sierra:Okay, yeah, I understand. Friends?
We both leaned for a hug at the same time, still knowing, that we were officially over.
TBC!!!!!!Hope you guys liked this chapter!!
Okay, guys, I've come up with a schedule for writing and my procrastinating on putting it up or not. Currently, Big Time Webshow and this fanfic will have new chapters for me on WEDNESDAYS. On Big Time Webshow, it depends on when Li7MissBTR puts up her chapter, but I will post on Wednesdays!
*Still Kendall's POV*
Renee:And were back! So, viewers, you've sent in your comments, and it was unanimous. You all think it's Sierra!
I glanced over at her, and her face was bright cherry red, and she really didn't look happy.
Renee:Can Mr.Knight over here confirm this?
Me:Um...her identity is between me and her.
Renee:Viewers, along left comments, that said you kept looking at her, and you both were spotted out, quite a bit. Care to elaborate?
Me:Well, I mean, it;s her and Crystal that I take if if I don't have a date for events. They're my back-ups, you could say.
Renee:That's your side, Ms.Mitchell? How about you?
I looked at her and she didn't really know what to say.
Me:Yeah, I'm curious too.
She shot me a quick glare within her dark eyes.
Sierra:Well, I mean....we weren't exactly together or anything, just a few events and that was it.
Me:That's not what I remember.
Renee:What do you remember, Kendall?
Me:Her breaking up with me for James. Just because he poured his heart out to her, and he broke her heart once and for all, and this was how she repaid me for being a best friend to her all the time. I mean, if she wants James, whatever, fine with me. But to get back with him the day after she breaks up with me? Well, that sorta hurts.
Before she could even finish, she walked off, I stared after her, and by the time we all got back to the hotel, Sierra was ready to explode at me.
Sierra:Kendall! What the heck is wrong with you?!!?? On live TV, an interview, you just had to do that? How conceited can you get?!
Me:I-I'm the one that's conceited?! You break up with me, and not even a minute later you got back with James?! What good is he? I cared about you, I dated you once, and I actually had to work to get back with you. All James is, is persistent, which is no good.
Sierra:Look, I had a change of heart, that's not my fault, you probably would've done the same!
Me:No, I wouldn't have. Even if she was the girl of my dreams, I wouldn't leave my girlfriend for some risky relationship, like you. You know James is just gonna repeat his mistake, why even try?!
Sierra:I can make my own decisions and speak for myself, Kendall, and were not in a risky relationship! He made one mistake-
Me:A big one, might I add.
Sierra:Well, whatever, he learned alright! We both talked it out! You wouldn't understand.
Sierra:He cares again! He knew, he wanted to be with me. It's fine that you took it slow, but you didn't seem like you even wanted to be with me, alright? I said it, I would've broken up with you either way. I was sick of having to fight between you both. Neither of you would let me make a decision.
Sierra:Kendall, stop, you or James ruins everything every single time. I'm done! James, were done, I can't do this anymore.
With that she walked back to her room in the hotel room, leaving the rest of us standing here.
Me:James, I-...I'm sorry man. I just lost my-
James:Dude, nah, I would've done the same thing. No worries.
Me:Any of you wanna go talk to her?
When I walked into her room, she was on her bed, softly crying.
Sierra:Just stop, your just gonna pretend to feel sorry for me.
Me:No I'm not.
Sierra:Then what do you want?
Me:Just explain this to me.
She sat up and looked at me.
Sierra:You don't get it. I try to be happy with either one, and it;s so hard. I dated Kendall first, then got together with James. And they both fight for me, I can;t handle it. I don't know if I want either one anymore.
Me:Well, you don't need either one, there are other guys. I found that out with Nick. I really liked him, but he won't talk to me now. But he taught me that my life doesn't revolve around Big Time Rush. I could have my own personal interests, and opinions. I didn't have to stick to the guys in the band.
Sierra:You two were great together.
Me:Yeah, but we weren't meant to be. But I'm still looking. You should too. Good night.
Sierra:Who do you think I'm meant to be with?
Me:You know, I always thought it was James or Kendall. But James always won me over, for some reason. Just a matter of my opinion.
Sierra:Can you just tell me, why not...Kendall?
Me:Kendall didn't seem right. You always wanted that fairytale, daring guy, who would want you more than life, and Kendall was it. But I could always tell, that, James was different. And you would at the same time want a different guy.
Sierra:You found that with Carlos, Crys.
I smiled at her as I walked out for saying that.
Logan:I'm still waiting for that right girl.
Renee:Aww, there are plenty of fan-girls out there who love you, so why not?
Logan:A fan would personally be great. They would get me better than my ex-girlfriends even did.
Renee:That's beautiful, Carlos, how about you?
Carlos:Like Kendall, no girl right now.
Renee:Well, I'm no matchmaker, but you and Crystal would be great, I think.
Crystal:*Laughs*No, trust me, we wouldn't be good together.
Carlos:Oh? Well, why not?
Crystal:Because we have completely different interests, were incompatible, and it wouldn't work out.
Carlos:We could always try it.
Crystal:Why don't we get back to another topic, Renee?
Renee:Good idea, Crystal, I'd like to hear more about this girl Kendall.
Me:There's nothing more to tell, she wasn't for me. I guess she thinks she's better off with her old boyfriend, I tried to tell her, but not everything works out.
Renee:In reference to your song:?Cover Girl?, would you say that's what she was?
Me:I think that's what all of us guys wanted, but sometimes, that ?Cover Girl?, doesn't listen to you.
Renee:This girl really sounds interesting, who might she be? A fan?
Me:Trust me, she's closer than you think.
Renee:Well, whoever this mystery girl is, she made the wrong decision. Okay viewers, we'll be back within 5 minutes, shortly, to continue on with this interview. Until then, guess who this mystery girl is. And we'll read your comments later.
*Off the air*
Renee:Well, I'll be back, until then, feel free to stretch, talk, whatever you'd like.*Walks away*
As soon as she walked away, Sierra burst out at me.
Sierra:What is wrong with you?!
Me:Me? What did I do?
Sierra:You make it sound like I'm all scandolous or some horrible person. Who do you think the audience is going to think the mystery girl is? They could clearly see you glancing at me the entire time.
Me:James pours his heart out to you one time, and you take him back? If I did that, you'd go back to James-
Renee:And were back
*Next Day, Kendall's POV*
The entire plain ride to London was just tense, none of us felt like talking. We all stayed in silence. But yet, we all couldn't because of the interviews we had to go through later that night. Everyone kept glancing back and forth between each other to no avail, as well.
*Later on, that night*
By the time everyone was finally ready, the limo wouldn't be there for another 20 minutes, to escort us there. I inspected everyone's outfits, making sure we all looked presentable. Me, James, Carlos, and Logan were all in black suits and ties, hair gelled. This interview counted a lot on our fanbase in London ,so the managers for the show expected us to look presentable. Crystal and Sierra, were in dresses, Crystal in a red sweetheart neckline mini-dress, with black pumps, and minimal jewelry, with dramatic makeup, and her hair was straightened, orders from the managers. And Sierra, in a navy blue one strap minidress, with black strappy heels, dramatic make-up, minimal jewelry, and her hair was in waves, manager's orders yet again. Both of the girls sat side by side, quiet, and their hands folded on their laps.
Logan:*Phone rings*Hello?..........Yeah, yeah........We'll be down in a minute......thank you, okay bye. Okay guys, we gotta go downstairs now, and leave for the interview tonight. And remember this is big, it has to be perfect.
We all nodded and sat down in the car, once we got there, managers were shooing us around, fixing our hair and makeup, helping out. Then at last, the made us sit a certain way on the couch. It went:Me, Sierra, James, Logan, Crystal, and Carlos. It honestly made everything even more awkward.
Interviewer:Hello boys, so, tonight, just have fun on this interview, make mistakes if you want in it, the more honest you are, the better.
Her accent just creeped me out by how high she went when she talked.
Camera Man:In 5....4.....3....2....1- Go!
Interviewer:Hello all, I'm Renee Andrews, and we are here with Big Time Rush, and why don't we tell the world who these lovely ladies are?
Sierra:I'm Sierra Mitchell.
Crystal:And I'm Crystal Mitchell.
Renee:Logan's sisters. So boys, new news on the upcoming album?
Carlos:All we can really say is that it will be epic.
Renee:Is there a certain feel of it all?
Logan:To explain it all, we all can agree that it does get personal, but it reflects on a lot in our lives, as all our albums have.
Renee:So, let's get more personal with questions. Any new relationships.
She looked back and forth and nobody dared to say anything.
Renee:How about you, Kendall?
Me:Oh...um...there was this one girl. I honestly thought she was the love of my life. But her ex, I guess, got her back, and I had given her a promise ring and all. I guess, it was just a mistake to date her.
I wouldn't look back up at Sierra, but I could feel her eyes glaring at me.
James:Well, I'm back with my ex, and I can't say I'm happier. As we all know, I did make some mistakes with her, and I regret things. But overall, she took me back, and it's all good.
I looked at him, and noticed his hand and Sierra was intertwined when he had said that. I didn't know what to say to her or him. But she continued in the interview.
Renee:James, is this mystery girl, Sierra?
James:*Jokingly*Guess the secret's out, but yes. And were both perfect for each other, in my opinion. We had our ups and down, and have been on and off, but she finally took me back, and I'm happy to be with my girl again.
I looked back, and at the exact same moment that James finished saying that, Sierra leaned up and gave him a kiss on the cheek. If looks could kill, I'm pretty sure James would be gone by now.
*Later that night, Sierra's POV*
I sat with Crystal for a little while after that and then she went back to her room to finish packing, even on the way there I could hear her crying. Then, shortly after, James sat down on the couch next to me.
Me:What is it now James?
James:Well, don't you sound annoyed.
Me:My sister is a wreck, you just kicked her boyfriend out, there's another stop on the tour tomorrow and nobody's finished packing, what do you think?
James:Okay, you have a point there. But, I wanted to talk about us...
I closed my eyes, like I was getting another headache. As if James doesn't bring up this topic enough. Why can't he just get that I'm with Kendall now?
Me:James, read my lips, I'm with Kendall, not you.
James:But we could be together.
But he was persistent.
Me:No, James, no.
James:Fine, this thing's my last stance right now. Sierra, I...I can't get over you. Your gorgeous, your perfect, smart, funny, you're...you're the light of my life. I don't think I've ever had such strong feelings for anyone else besides you. I can't move on from you. I love you, alright? There I said it.
James:No, just, if you still want Kendall it's fine with me, just give me some closure and make a final decision.
I looked down and actually contemplated breaking up with Kendall. I looked at the promise ring Kendall gave me, and went through James's words in my head.
Me:Um...I-...uh, I think I need to go talk to Kendall right now.
James:*Gets up quickly*Um, yeah sure, I'm happy for you both, I'm happy you both are together. But, we could always be friends, right?
James:*Starts to walk away*
Me:James, come back.
I grabbed his arm and looked him in the eye and pulled away.
James:No, Sierra listen, I just poured my heart out to you, and you just choose Kendall over me? I guess it was different that he wanted to go slow with you and give you a promise ring and all, but I went farther than that because I knew I wanted to be with you.
Me:But, James I-
James:Sierra, just stop. You made your decision.
*A few minutes later*
I went into Kendall's room to find him packing, I knocked quietly on the door, and he looked up, and gestured for me to come and sit down.
Kendall:So what's up?
Me:Nothing...um really. But, I think we need to talk.
It was hurting me to see him acting so calm, not knowing what I was about to say.
I broke off, and put my face in my hands and looked back up at him. He looked worried.
Me:I think you and I need a break right now.
Kendall:Whoa what? Sierra, I swear I didn't do anything at all-
Me:It's not that. James just poured his heart out to me outside a minute ago. And..I know he's made a few mistakes, and your honestly perfect for me Kendall. The thing is.....I don't want perfect anymore.
Kendall:Well... I'll..I'll change. I'm begging you, please don't do this.
Me:I'm sorry Kendall,*Takes off promise ring*. I just need space right now.
Kendall:Sierra, we have interviews, red carpets, the tour, not now, please.
As soon as I said that I walked out. And ran into James.
James:What do you want?
Me:Nothing, I just broke up with Kendall for you.
I walked away when I said that, leaving James in awe, and Kendall heartbroken.
*Next day, Carlos's POV*
Logan:Okay, next song, set up quickly!
I watched as Nick tuned his guitar and the drumming guys set up everything. Logan screamed out the song name and we all started singing.
All Of The Guys:Say anything you want......Cause' baby we ain't goin' no-oh-owhere....-
Me:Nick!!!!!You just completely messed up!
Nick:Wha-?How-How did I mess up?
Me:You played an F instead of an E!
Nick:No it goes B-F-Bm7-Em7
Me:Well you messed up, and back-talking me? You're fired!
Nick:But I didn't do anything.
James:Carlos, he didn't do anything, stop.
Me:No he did-
Kendall:Carlos! He didn't do anything, let's just finish this song.
Me:Oh, he didn't do anything? He broke the number one rule we had.
Me:He's dating Crystal!
Me:Sierra.....come on we have to pack for London tonight!
Sierra:Why can't you do it?!
Me:Why are you so lazy?!
Sierra:*Smirks*Because I'm me.
Me:Fine, at least I'll pack for Nick.
Sierra:*In a girly voice*Ooohhh
Me:Oh shut up*While laughing*
On the way to his room I got a text from Logan saying-?You and Nick are over?. I ran back to the living room where Sierra was.
Sierra:What is it?
Me:Did you tell Logan about me and Nick?
I was so close to tears I looked at her and just started crying.
Sierra:Dude, what's wrong?
Me:Logan just texted me saying that me and Nick are over.
By then I was just bawling and freaking out, nobody else knew about us so I didn't get how Logan found out, I stayed like that with Sierra until the guys got back to the hotel room with Nick. Kendall pushed Nick towards me.
Nick:Crystal...uh...I think we need a break between us right now.
Me:That's not why your breaking up with me.
I pushed past him and started screaming at the boys.
Me:Which one of you is making him do this?!
Carlos:I did. Is that so bad?
Me:Yes! We break up, and you can't get over it! I did!
Carlos:I can get over our break-up, but you rebelled against us and still dated him.
Me:Well it's not your concern about my love life.
Carlos:Maybe it is.
Me:But you just said you could get over our relationship.
Carlos:But I can't get over you.
With those final words he walked into the hall towards his room slamming the door leaving me with tears streaming down my face with me in awe.
TBC!I'll hopefully continue tonight!Hope you guys liked it!